Marginalia

Ivan Ilyich Golovin

Иван Ильич Головин

A successful, decent, utterly conventional judge who learns, dying, that he never really lived.

✶ In the Atlas
correctambitiousconventionalfrightened

He bumps his side while hanging curtains in his new apartment — and the pain does not go away. His family’s pretence enrages him; only the servant Gerasim, who holds his legs on his shoulders and says “We shall all of us die, so why should I grudge a little trouble?”, comforts him.

Lines to Remember

1 quotations
What if my whole life has really been wrong?
— Ivan Ilyich , The Death of Ivan Ilyich · ch. 11
Context & when to use it

The question that finally opens him to truth.

For mid-life crisis, examined life, regret.

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